your eyelids are your best canvas...

At least for now.

I just needed to vent since I cant say any of that to her face. Although its not the same as actually speaking the words lol.

I feel a wee bit better.

xoxo

“Fuck you for that. Seriously, why do I even bother anymore? It’s fucking obvious I’m not part of your life anymore, -(because you’ve consistently shown that you dont care about me. And you are so over dramatic.)- you hang out with my fucking ROOMMATE but not me. -(maybe because you are a bipolar bitch that cant make up her mind whether she wants to be friends or not. And ive known him longer kthnx.)- I don’t mean to sound like a selfish bitch -(oh but you are.)- but that’s really not fucking fair. You’re depressed -(and you dont care right? Cuz the only thing that matters is your own feelings.)- but you can go drinking -(hmm. I told you id come over and kick it and we could go out a different night.)- with someone else instead of hanging out with me -(maybe we were gunna talk to you about it this weekend since you said yourself you wanted to go out when you got paid. Stop assuming. You jump to conclusions and flip out without even asking questions first )- when you haven’t hung out with me for more than an hour at a time in THREE FUCKING WEEKS. -(oh idk maybe i have other things to do because i have a job and other responsibilities that are more important.)- I’m so fed up with the human race right now. -(oh yeah? Me too. You especially have proven that humans are selfish shitty people)- Now it looks like I’m going to be in a shitty mood for the next couple of days. Thanks a lot. -(its not my fault you’re in a shitty mood. You shouldn’t have flipped out on me over nothing.)-”

brandivstheworld:

AFTER READING YOUR WONDERFUL TWEET ANF FABULOUS TUMBLR POST, YOU DESERVE ALL THE EFFORT I PUT INTO THIS POST. YOU HAVE EMBRACED THE HATE.

I’M SO HAPPY I COULD CRY.

SUPER HUG!

GOOD GAME!

PERFECTION!

BOOM!

TAKE THAT BITCH!

COME AT ME BRO!

AYE YO BITCH! I’M DONE WITH THIS SICK BURN!

….okay. i’m done mir. i put a lot of effort into this. i hope you can appreciate it. billy fucking badass.

You are the most selfish self pitying person I have ever met in my entire life. No wonder you have no friends. You push them away with your constant accusations and assumptions. You’re 24 fucking years old. You shouldn’t be acting like a child. And the fact you have the audacity to tell ME to delete your number and that you’re done with ME, just blows my mind. Especially when I told you I was going through a rough time and had other things going on. You didn’t even take that into consideration, but when you have issues it’s the end of the world when people don’t seem to care. I said nothing to have you flip out like you did. I was not out of line at all. You deserve everything that’s happened to you. I hope you have a good fucking life alone and miserable. Cuz you’ve pushed away everyone that’s actually cared about you and tried to help. Don’t come running back to me when you wanna apologize and try to work things out like you usually do, cuz it won’t happen. You’ll get a big fat fuck off.

Crying myself to sleep for the first time in weeks…